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The Gentle Boy
[Preface to the separate edition of 1839, Boston: Weeks,
Jordan & Co., with an illustration by Sophia Peabody:]
The Tale, of which a new edition is now offered to the
Public, was among the earliest efforts of its
Author's pen; and, little noticed on its first
appearance, in one of the Annuals, appears ultimately to
have awakened the interest of a larger number of
readers, than any of his subsequent productions.
For his own part, he would willingly have supposed
that a more practiced hand, and cultivated
fancy, had enabled him to excel his first inartificial
attempts; and there are several among his
TWICE TOLD TALES, which, on reperusal, affect him
less painfully with a sense of imperfect and
ill-wrought conception, than THE GENTLE BOY. But
the opinion of many (whose judgment, even in
cases where they and he might be equally unprejudiced,
would be far preferable to his own,)
compels him to the conclusion, that Nature here
led him deeper into the Universal heart, than Art
has been able to follow. It was no gift within
himself--no effort that could be renewed at
pleasure--but a Happiness that alighted on his
pen, and lent it somewhat of power over human
sympathies, which he may vainly strive to snatch again.
No testimonial, in regard to the effect of this
story, has afforded the Author so much pleasure as
that which brings out the present edition. However
feeble the creative power which produced the
character of Ilbrahim, it has wrought an influence upon
another mind, and has thus given to imaginative life a
creation of deep and pure beauty. The original
sketch of The Puritan and The Gentle Boy, an
engraving from which now accompanies the Tale,
has received--what the artist may well deem her
utmost attainable recompense--the warm
recommendation of the first painter in
America. If, after so high a meed, the Author might
add his own humble praise, he would say, that
whatever of beauty and of pathos he had conceived,
but could not shadow forth in language, has
been caught and embodied in the few and simple
lines of this sketch.
IN THE COURSE
of
the year 1656, several of the people
called Quakers, led, as they professed, by the inward
movement of the spirit, made their appearance in New
England. Their reputation, as holders of mystic and
pernicious principles, having spread before them, the
Puritans early endeavored to banish, and to prevent the
further intrusion of the rising sect. But the measures by
which it was intended to purge the land of heresy, though
more than sufficiently vigorous, were entirely
unsuccessful. The Quakers, esteeming persecution as a
divine call to the post of danger, laid claim to a holy
courage, unknown to the Puritans themselves, who had
shunned the cross, by providing for the peaceable exercise
of their religion in a distant wilderness. Though it was
the singular fact, that every nation of the earth rejected
the wandering enthusiasts who practiced peace towards all
men, the place of greatest uneasiness and peril, and
therefore in their eyes the most eligible, was the province
of Massachusetts Bay.
The fines,
imprisonments, and stripes, liberally
distributed by our pious forefathers; the popular
antipathy, so strong that it endured nearly a hundred years
after actual persecution had ceased, were attractions as
powerful for the Quakers, as peace, honor, and reward,
would have been for the worldly-minded. Every European
vessel brought new cargoes of the sect, eager to testify
against the oppression which they hoped to share; and, when
ship-masters were restrained by heavy fines from affording
them passage, they made long and circuitous journeys
through the Indian country, and appeared in the province as
if conveyed by a supernatural power. Their enthusiasm,
heightened almost to madness by the treatment which they
received, produced actions contrary to the rules of
decency, as well as of rational religion, and presented a
singular contrast to the calm and staid deportment of their
sectarian successors of the present day. The command of
the spirit, inaudible except to the soul, and not to be
controverted on grounds of human wisdom, was made a plea
for most indecorous exhibitions, which, abstractedly
considered, well deserved the moderate chastisement of the
rod. These extravagances, and the persecution which was at
once their cause and consequence, continued to increase,
till, in the year 1659, the government of Massachusetts Bay
indulged two members of the Quaker sect with the crown of
martyrdom.
An indelible
stain of blood is upon the hands of all who
consented to this act, but a large share of the awful
responsibility must rest upon the person then at the head
of the government. He was a man of narrow mind and
imperfect education, and his uncompromising bigotry was
made hot and mischievous by violent and hasty passions; he
exerted his influence indecorously and unjustifiably to
compass the death of the enthusiasts; and his whole
conduct, in respect to them, was marked by brutal cruelty.
The Quakers, whose revengeful feelings were not less deep
because they were inactive, remembered this man and his
associates, in after times. The historian of the sect
affirms that, by the wrath of Heaven, a blight fell upon
the land in the vicinity of the "bloody town" of Boston, so
that no wheat would grow there; and he takes his stand, as
it were, among the graves of the ancient persecutors, and
triumphantly recounts the judgments that overtook them, in
old age or at the parting hour. He tells us that they died
suddenly, and violently, and in madness; but nothing can
exceed the bitter mockery with which he records the
loathsome disease, and "death by rottenness," of the fierce
and cruel governor.
On the
evening of the autumn day, that had witnessed the
martyrdom of two men of the Quaker persuasion, a Puritan
settler was returning from the metropolis to the
neighboring country town in which he resided. The air was
cool, the sky clear, and the lingering twilight was made
brighter by the rays of a young moon, which had now nearly
reached the verge of the horizon. The traveller, a man of
middle age, wrapped in a grey frieze cloak, quickened his
pace when he had reached the outskirts of the town, for a
gloomy extent of nearly four miles lay between him and his
home. The low, straw-thatched houses were scattered at
considerable intervals along the road, and the country
having been settled but about thirty years, the tracts of
original forest still bore no small proportion to the
cultivated ground. The autumn wind wandered among the
branches, whirling away the leaves from all except the
pine-trees, and moaning as if it lamented the desolation of
which it was the instrument. The road had penetrated the
mass of woods that lay nearest to the town, and was just
emerging into an open space, when the traveller's ears were
saluted by a sound more mournful than even that of the
wind. It was like the wailing of some one in distress, and
it seemed to proceed from beneath a tall and lonely
fir-tree, in the centre of a cleared, but unenclosed and
uncultivated field. The Puritan could not but remember
that this was the very spot, which had been made accursed a
few hours before, by the execution of the Quakers, whose
bodies had been thrown together into one hasty grave,
beneath the tree on which they suffered. He struggled,
however, against the superstitious fears which belonged to
the age, and compelled himself to pause and listen.
"The voice
is most likely mortal, nor have I cause to
tremble if it be otherwise," thought he, straining his eyes
through the dim moonlight. "Methinks it is like the
wailing of a child; some infant, it may be, which has
strayed from its mother, and chanced upon this place of
death. For the ease of mine own conscience, I must search
this matter out."
He therefore
left the path, and walked somewhat fearfully
across the field. Though now so desolate, its soil vvas
pressed down and trampled by the thousand footsteps of
those who had witnessed the spectacle of that day, all of
whom had now retired, leaving the dead to their loneliness.
The traveller at length reached the fir-tree, which from
the middle upward was covered with living branches,
although a scaffold had been erected beneath, and other
preparations made for the work of death. Under this
unhappy tree, which in after times was believed to drop
poison with its dew, sat the one solitary mourner for
innocent blood. It was a slender and light-clad little
boy, who leaned his face upon a hillock of fresh-turned and
half-frozen earth, and wailed bitterly, yet in a suppressed
tone, as if his grief might receive the punishment of
crime. The Puritan, whose approach had been unperceived,
laid his hand upon the child's shoulder, and addressed him
compassionately.
"You have
chosen a dreary lodging, my poor boy, and no
wonder that you weep," said he. "But dry your eyes, and
tell me where your mother dwells. I promise you, if the
journey be not too far, I will leave you in her arms
to-night."
The boy
had hushed his wailing at once, and turned his face
upward to the stranger. It was a pale, bright-eyed
countenance, certainly not more than six years old, but
sorrow, fear, and want, had destroyed much of its infantile
expression. The Puritan, seeing the boy's frightened gaze,
and feeling that he trembled under his hand, endeavored to
reassure him.
"Nay, if
I intended to do you harm, little lad, the
readiest way were to leave you here. What! you do not
fear to sit beneath the gallows on a new-made grave, and
yet you tremble at a friend's touch. Take heart, child,
and tell me what is your name, and where is your home?"
"Friend," replied
the little boy, in a sweet, though
faultering voice, "they call me Ilbrahim, and my home is
here."
The pale,
spiritual face, the eyes that seemed to mingle
with the moonlight, the sweet, airy voice, and the
outlandish name, almost made the Puritan believe, that the
boy was in truth a being which had sprung up out of the
grave on which he sat. But perceiving that the apparition
stood the test of a short mental prayer, and remembering
that the arm which he had touched was life-like, he adopted
a more rational supposition. "The poor child is stricken
in his intellect," thought he, "but verily his words are
fearful, in a place like this." He then spoke soothingly,
intending to humour the boy's fantasy.
"Your home
will scarce be comfortable, Ilbrahim, this cold
autumn night, and I fear you are ill provided with food. I
am hastening to a warm supper and bed, and if you will go
with me, you shall share them!"
"I thank
thee, friend, but though I be hungry and shivering
with cold, thou wilt not give me food nor lodging," replied
the boy, in the quiet tone which despair had taught him,
even so young. "My father was of the people whom all men
hate. They have laid him under this heap of earth, and
here is my home."
The Puritan,
who had laid hold of little Ilbrahim's hand,
relinquished it as if he were touching a loathsome reptile.
But he possessed a compassionate heart, which not even
religious prejudice could harden into stone.
"God forbid
that I should leave this child to perish,
though he comes of the accursed sect," said he to himself.
"Do we not all spring from an evil root? Are we not all in
darkness till the light cloth shine upon us? I le shall
not perish, neither in body, nor, if prayer and instruction
may avail for him, in soul." He then spoke aloud and kindly
to Ilbrahim, who had again hid his face in the cold earth
of the grave. "Was every door in the land shut against
you, my child, that you have wandered to this unhallowed
spot?"
"They drove
me forth from the prison when they took my
father thence," said the boy, "and I stood afar off,
watching the crowd of people, and when they were gone, I
came hither, and found only this grave. I knew that my
father was sleeping here, and I said, this shall be my
home."
"No, child,
no; not while I have a roof over my head, or
a morsel to share with you!" exclaimed the Puritan, whose
sympathies were now fully excited. "Rise up and come with
me, and fear not any harm."
The boy
wept afresh, and clung to the heap of earth, as if
the cold heart beneath it were warmer to him than any in a
living breast. The traveller, however, continued to
entreat him tenderly, and seeming to acquire some degree of
confidence, he at length arose. But his slender limbs
tottered with weakness, his little head grew dizzy, and he
leaned against the tree of death for support.
"My poor
boy, are you so feeble?" said the Puritan. "When
did you taste food last?"
"I ate
of bread and water with my father in the prison,"
replied Ilbrahim, "but they brought him none neither
yesterday nor to-day, saying that he had eaten enough to bear him
to his journey's end. Trouble not thyself for my hunger,
kind friend, for I have lacked food many times ere now."
The traveller
took the child in his arms and wrapped his
cloak about him, while his heart stirred with shame and
anger against the gratuitous cruelty of the instruments in
this persecution. In the awakened warmth of his feelings,
he resolved that, at whatever risk, he would not forsake
the poor little defenceless being whom Heaven had confided
to his care. With this determination, he left the accursed
field, and resumed the homeward path from which the wailing
of the boy had called him. The light and motionless
burthen scarcely impeded his progress, and he soon beheld
the fire-rays from the windows of the cottage which he, a
native of a distant clime, had built in the western
wilderness. It was surrounded by a considerable extent of
cultivated ground, and the dwelling was situated in the
nook of a wood-covered hill, whither it seemed to have
crept for protection.
"Look up,
child," said the Puritan to Ilbrahim, whose faint
head had sunk upon his shoulder; "there is our home."
At the
word "home," a thrill passed through the child's
frame, but he continued silent. A few moments brought them
to the cottage-door, at which the owner knocked; for at
that early period, when savages were wandering everywhere
among the settlers, bolt and bar were indispensable to the
security of a dwelling. The summons was answered by a
bond-servant, a coarse-clad and dull-featured piece of
humanity, who, after ascertaining that his master was the
applicant, undid the door, and held a flaring pine-knot
torch to light him in. Farther back in the passage-way,
the red blaze discovered a matronly woman, but no little
crowd of children came bounding forth to greet their
father's retum. As the Puritan entered, he thrust aside
his cloak, and displayed Ilbrahim's face to the female.
"Dorothy, here
is a little outcast whom Providence hath put
into our hands," observed he. "Be kind to him, even as if
he were of those dear ones who have departed from us."
"What pale
and bright-eyed little boy is this, Tobias?" she
inquired. "Is he one whom the wilderness folk have
ravished from some Christian mother?"
"No, Dorothy,
this poor child is no captive from the
wilderness," he replied. "The heathen savage would have
given him to eat of his scanty morsel, and to drink of his
birchen cup; but Christian men, alas! had cast him out to
die."
Then he
told her how he had found him beneath the gallows,
upon his father's grave; and how his heart had prompted
him, like the speaking of an inward voice, to take the
little outcast home, and be kind unto him. He acknowledged
his resolution to feed and clothe him, as if he were his
own child, and to afford him the instruction which should
counteract the pernicious errors hitherto instilled into
his infant mind. Dorothy was gifted with even a quicker
tenderness than her husband, and she approved of all his
doings and intentions.
"Have you
a mother, dear child?" she inquired.
The tears
burst forth from his full heart, as he attempted
to reply; but Dorothy at length understood that he had a
mother, who, like the rest of her sect, was a persecuted
wanderer. She had been taken from the prison a short time
before, carried into the uninhabited wilderness, and left
to perish there by hunger or wild beasts. This was no
uncommon method of disposing of the Quakers, and they were
accustomed to boast, that the inhabitants of the desert
were more hospitable to them than civilized man.
"Fear not,
little boy, you shall not need a mother, and a
kind one," said Dorothy, when she had gathered this
information. "Dry your tears, Ilbrahim, and be my child,
as I will be your mother."
The good
woman prepared the little bed, from which her own
children had successively been borne to another resting
place. Before Ilbrahim would consent to occupy it, he
knelt down, and as Dorothy listened to his simple and
affecting prayer, she marvelled how the parents that had
taught it to him could have been judged worthy of death.
When the boy had fallen asleep, she bent over his pale and
spiritual countenance, pressed a kiss upon his white brow,
drew the bedclothes up about his neck, and went away with a
pensive gladness in her heart.
Tobias Pearson
was not among the earliest emigrants from
the old country. He had remained in England during the
first years of the civil war, in which he had borne some
share as a cornet of dragoons, under Cromwell. But when
the ambitious designs of his leader began to develop
themselves, he quitted the army of the parliament, and
sought a refuge from the strife, which was no longer holy,
among the people of his persuasion, in the colony of
Massachusetts. A more worldly consideration had perhaps an
influence in drawing him thither; for New England offered
advantages to men of unprosperous fortunes, as well as to
dissatisfied religionists, and Pearson had hitherto found
it difficult to provide for a wife and increasing family.
To this supposed impurity of motive, the more bigoted
Puritans were inclined to impute the removal by death of
all the children, for whose earthly good the father had
been over thoughtful. They had left their native country
blooming like roses, and like roses they had perished in a
foreign soil. Those expounders of the ways of Providence,
who had thus judged their brother, and attributed his
domestic sorrows to his sin, were not more charitable when
they saw him and Dorothy endeavoring to fill up the void in
their hearts, by the adoption of an infant of the accursed
sect. Nor did they fail to communicate their disapprobation
to Tobias; but the latter, in reply, merely
pointed at the little quiet, lovely boy, whose appearance
and deportment were indeed as powerful arguments as could
possibly have been adduced in his own favor. Even his
beauty, however, and his winning manners, sometimes
produced an effect ultimately unfavorable; for the bigots,
when the outer surfaces of their iron hearts had been
softened and again grew hard, affirmed that no merely
natural cause could have so worked upon them.
Their antipathy
to the poor infant was also increased by
the ill success of divers theological discussions, in which
it was attempted to convince him of the errors of his sect.
Ilbrahim, it is true, was not a skilful controversialist;
but the feeling of his religion was strong as instinct in
him, and he could neither be enticed nor driven from the
faith which his father had died for. The odium of this
stubbornness was shared in a great measure by the child's
protectors, insomuch that Tobias and Dorothy very shortly
began to experience a most bitter species of persecution,
in the cold regards of many a friend whom they had valued.
The common people manifested their opinions more openly.
Pearson was a man of some consideration, being a
Representative to the General Court, and an approved
Lieutenant in the train-bands, yet, within a week after his
adoption of Ilbrahim, he had been both hissed and hooted.
Once, also, when walking through a solitary piece of woods,
he heard a loud voice from some invisible speaker; and it
cried, "What shall be done to the backslider? Lo! the
scourge is knotted for him, even the whip of nine cords,
and every cord three knots!" These insults irritated
Pearson's temper for the moment; they entered also into his
heart, and became imperceptible but powerful workers
towards an end, which his most secret thought had not yet
whispered.
On the
second Sabbath after Ilbrahim became a member of
their family, Pearson and his wife deemed it proper that he
should appear with them at public worship. They had
anticipated some opposition to this measure from the boy,
but he prepared himself in silence, and at the appointed
hour was clad in the new mourning suit which Dorothy had
wrought for him. As the parish was then, and during many
subsequent years, unprovided with a bell, the signal for
the commencement of religious exercises was the beat of a
drum. At the first sound of that martial call to the place
of holy and quiet thoughts, Tobias and Dorothy set forth,
each holding a hand of little Ilbrahim, like two parents
linked together by the infant of their love. On their path
through the leafless woods, they were overtaken by many
persons of their acquaintance, all of whom avoided them,
and passed by on the other side; but a severer trial
awaited their constancy when they had descended the hill,
and drew near the pine-built and undecorated house of
prayer. Around the door, from which the drummer still sent
forth his thundering summons, was drawn up a formidable
phalanx, including several of the oldest members of the
congregation, many of the middle-aged, and nearly all the
younger males. Pearson found it difficult to sustain their
united and disapproving gaze, but Dorothy, whose mind was
differently circumstanced, merely drew the boy closer to
her, and faultered not in her approach. As they entered
the door, they overheard the muttered sentiments of the
assemblage, and when the reviling voices of the little
children smote Ilbrahim's ear, he wept.
The interior
aspect of the meetinghouse was rude. The low
ceiling, the unplastered walls, the naked wood-work, and
the undraperied pulpit, offered nothing to excite the
devotion, which, without such external aids, often remains
latent in the heart. The floor of the building was
occupied by rows of long, cushionless benches, supplying
the place of pews, and the broad-aisle formed a sexual
division, impassable except by children beneath a certain
age.
Pearson and
Dorothy separated at the door of the
meetinghouse, and Ilbrahim, being within the years of
infancy, was retained under the care of the latter. The
wrinkled beldams involved themselves in their rusty cloaks
as he passed by; even the mild-featured maidens seemed to
dread contamination; and many a stern old man arose, and
turned his repulsive and unheavenly countenance upon the
gentle boy, as if the sanctuary were polluted by his
presence. He was a sweet infant of the skies, that had
strayed away from his home, and all the inhabitants of this
miserable world closed up their impure hearts against him,
drew back their earth-soiled garments from his touch, and
said, "We are holier than thou."
Ilbrahim, seated
by the side of his adopted mother, and
retaining fast hold of her hand, assumed a grave and
decorous demeanor, such as might befit a person of matured
taste and understanding, who should find himself in a
temple dedicated to some worship which he did not
recognize, but felt himself bound to respect. The
exercises had not yet commenced, however, when the boy's
attention was arrested by an event, apparently of trifling
interest. A woman, having her face muffled in a hood, and
a cloak drawn completely about her form, advanced slowly up
the broad-aisle and took place upon the foremost bench.
Ilbrahim's faint color varied, his nerves fluttered, he was
unable to turn his eyes from the muffled female.
When the
preliminary prayer and hymn were over, the
minister arose, and having turned the hour-glass which
stood by the great Bible, commenced his discourse. He was
now well stricken in years, a man of pale, thin
countenance, and his grey hairs were closely covered by a
black velvet scull-cap. In his younger days he had
practically learned the meaning of persecution, from
Archbishop Laud, and he was not now disposed to forget the
lesson against which he had murmured then. Introducing the
often discussed subject of the Quakers, he gave a history
of that sect, and a description of their tenets, in which
error predominated, and prejudice distorted the aspect of
what was true. He adverted to the recent measures in the
province, and cautioned his hearers of weaker parts against
calling in question the just severity, which God-fearing
magistrates had at length been compelled to exercise. He
spoke of the danger of pity, in some cases a commendable
and Christian virtue, but inapplicable to this pernicious
sect. He observed that such was their devilish obstinacy
in error, that even the little children, the sucking babes,
were hardened and desperate heretics. He affirmed that no
man, without Heaven's especial warrant, should attempt
their conversion, lest while he lent his hand to draw them
from the slough, he should himself be precipitated into its
lowest depths.
The sands
of the second hour were principally in the lower
half of the glass, when the sermon concluded. An approving
murmur followed, and the clergyman, having given out a
hymn, took his seat with much self-congratulation, and
endeavored to read the effect of his eloquence in the
visages of the people. But while voices from all parts of
the house were tuning themselves to sing, a scene occurred,
which, though not very unusual at that period in the
province, happened to be without precedent in this parish.
The muffled
female, who had hitherto sat motionless in the
front rank of the audience, now arose, and with slow,
stately, and unwavering step, ascended the pulpit stairs.
The quaverings of incipient harmony were hushed, and the
divine sat in speechless and almost terrified astonishment,
while she undid the door, and stood up in the sacred desk
from which his maledictions had just been thundered. She
then divested herself of the cloak and hood, and appeared
in a most singular array. A shapeless robe of sackcloth
vvas girded about her waist with a knotted cord; her raven
hair fell down upon her shoulders, and its blackness was
defiled by pale streaks of ashes, which she had strewn upon
her head. Her eyebrows, dark and strongly defined, added
to the deathly whiteness of a countenance which, emaciated
with want, and wild with enthusiasm and strange sorrows,
retained no trace of earlier beauty. This figure stood
gazing earnestly on the audience, and there was no sound,
nor any movement, except a faint shuddering which every man
observed in his neighbor, but was scarcely conscious of in
himself. At length, when her fit of inspiration came, she
spoke, for the first few moments, in a low voice, and not
invariably distinct utterance. Her discourse gave evidence
of an imagination hopelessly entangled with her reason; it
was a vague and incomprehensible rhapsody, which, however,
seemed to spread its own atmosphere round the hearer's
soul, and to move his feelings by some influence
unconnected with the words. As she proceeded, beautiful
but shadowy images would sometimes be seen, like bright
things moving in a turbid river; or a strong and singularly
shaped idea leapt forth, and seized at once on the
understanding or the heart. But the course of her
unearthly eloquence soon led her to the persecutions of her
sect, and from thence the step was short to her own
peculiar sorrows. She was naturally a woman of mighty
passions, and hatred and revenge now wrapped themselves in
the garb of piety; the character of her speech was changed,
her images became distinct though wild, and her
denunciations had an almost hellish bitterness.
"The Governor
and his mighty men," she said, "have gathered
together, taking counsel among themselves and saying, 'What
shall we do unto this people--even unto the people that have
come into this land to put our iniquity to the blush?' And
lo! the devil entereth into the council-chamber, like a
lame man of low stature and gravely appareled, with a dark
and twisted countenance, and a bright, downcast eye. And
he standeth up among the rulers; yea, he goeth to and fro,
whispering to each; and every man lends his ear, for his
word is 'slay, slay!' But I say unto ye, Woe to them that
slay! Woe to them that shed the blood of saints! Woe to
them that have slain the husband, and cast forth the child,
the tender infant, to wander homeless, and hungry, and
cold, till he die; and have saved the mother alive, in the
cruelty of their tender mercies! Woe to them in their
life-time, cursed are they in the delight and pleasure of
their hearts! Woe to them in their death hour, whether it
come swiftly with blood and violence, or after long and
lingering pain! Woe, in the dark house, in the rottenness
of the grave, when the children's children shall revile the
ashes of the fathers! Woe, woe, woe, at the judgment, when
all the persecuted and all the slain in this bloody land,
and the father, the mother, and the child, shall await them
in a day that they cannot escape! Seed of the faith, seed
of the faith, ye whose hearts are moving with a power that
ye know not, arise, wash your hands of this innocent blood!
Lift your voices, chosen ones, cry aloud, and call down a
woe and a judgment with me!"
Having thus
given vent to the flood of malignity which she
mistook for inspiration, the speaker was silent. Her voice
was succeeded by the hysteric shrieks of several women, but
the feelings of the audience generally had not been drawn
onward in the current with her own. They remained
stupefied, stranded as it were, in the midst of a torrent,
which deafened them by its roaring, but might not move them
by its violence. The clergyman, who could not hitherto
have ejected the usurper of his pulpit otherwise than by
bodily force, now addressed her in the tone of just
indignation and legitimate authority.
"Get you
down, woman, from the holy place which you
profane," he said. "Is it to the Lord's house that you
come to pour forth the foulness of your heart, and the
inspiration of the devil? Get you down, and remember that
the sentence of death is on you; yea, and shall be
executed, were it but for this day's work."
"I go,
friend, I go, for the voice hath had its utterance,"
replied she, in a depressed and even mild tone. "I have
done my mission unto thee and to thy people. Reward me
with stripes, imprisonment, or death, as ye shall be
permitted."
The weakness
of exhausted passion caused her steps to
totter as she descended the pulpit stairs. The people, in
the meanwhile, were stirring to and fro on the floor of the
house, whispering among themselves, and glancing towards
the intruder. Many of them now recognized her as the woman
who had assaulted the Governor with frightful language, as
he passed by the window of her prison; they knew, also,
that she was adjudged to suffer death, and had been
preserved only by an involuntary banishment into the
wilderness. The new outrage, by which she had provoked her
fate, seemed to render further lenity impossible; and a
gentleman in military dress, with a stout man of inferior
rank, drew towards the door of the meetinghouse, and
awaited her approach. Scarcely did her feet press the
floor, however, when an unexpected scene occurred. In that
moment of her peril, when every eye frowned with death, a
little timid boy pressed forth, and threw his arms round
his mother.
"I am
here, mother, it is I, and I will go with thee to
prison," he exclaimed.
She gazed
at him with a doubtful and almost frightened
expression, for she knew that the boy had been cast out to
perish, and she had not hoped to see his face again. She
feared, perhaps, that it was but one of the happy visions,
with which her excited fancy had often deceived her, in the
solitude of the desert, or in prison. But when she felt
his hand warm within her own, and heard his little
eloquence of childish love, she began to know that she was
yet a mother.
"Blessed art
thou, my son," she sobbed. "My heart was
withered; yea, dead with thee and with thy father; and now
it leaps as in the first moment when I pressed thee to my
bosom."
She knelt
down, and embraced him again and again, while
the joy that could find no words, expressed itself in
broken accents, like the bubbles gushing up to vanish at
the surface of a deep fountain. The sorrows of past years,
and the darker peril that was nigh, cast not a shadow on
the brightness of that fleeing moment. Soon, however, the
spectators saw a change upon her face, as the consciousness
of her sad estate returned, and grief supplied the fount of
tears which joy had opened. By the words she uttered, it
would seem that the indulgence of natural love had given
her mind a momentary sense of its errors, and made her know
how far she had strayed from duty, in following the
dictates of a wild fanaticism.
"In a
doleful hour art thou returned to me, poor boy," she
said, "for thy mother's path has gone darkening onward,
till now the end is death. Son, son, I have borne thee in
my arms when my limbs were tottering, and I have fed thee
with the food that I was fainting for; yet I have ill
performed a mother's part by thee in life, and now I leave
thee no inheritance but woe and shame. Thou wilt go
seeking through the world, and find all hearts closed
against thee, and their sweet affections turned to
bitterness for my sake. My child, my child, how many a
pang awaits thy gentle spirit, and I the cause of all!"
She hid
her face on Ilbrahim's head, and her long, raven
hair, discolored with the ashes of her mourning, fell down
about him like a veil. A low and interrupted moan was the
voice of her heart's anguish, and it did not fail to move
the sympathies of many who mistook their involuntary virtue
for a sin. Sobs were audible in the female section of the
house, and every man who was a father, drew his hand across
his eyes. Tobias Pearson was agitated and uneasy, but a
certain feeling like the consciousness of guilt oppressed
him, so that he could not go forth and offer himself as the
protector of the child. Dorothy, however, had watched her
husband's eye. Her mind was free from the influence that
had begun to work on his, and she drew near the Quaker
woman, and addressed her in the hearing of all the
congregation.
"Stranger, trust
this boy to me, and I will be his mother,"
she said, taking Ilbrahim's hand. "Providence has signally
marked out my husband to protect him, and he has fed at our
table and lodged under our roof, now many days, till our
hearts have grown very strongly unto him. Leave the tender
child with us, and be at ease concerning his welfare."
The Quaker
rose from the ground, but drew the boy closer to
her, while she gazed earnestly in Dorothy's face. Her
mild, but saddened features, and neat, matronly attire,
harmonized together, and were like a verse of fireside
poetry. Her very aspect proved that she was blameless, so
far as mortal could be so, in respect to God and man; while
the enthusiast, in her robe of sackcloth and girdle of
knotted cord, had as evidently violated the duties of the
present life and the future, by fixing her attention wholly
on the latter. The two females, as they held each a hand
of Ilbrahim, formed a practical allegory; it was rational
piety and unbridled fanaticism, contending for the empire
of a young heart.
"Thou art
not of our people," said the Quaker, mournfully.
"No, we
are not of your people," replied Dorothy, with
mildness, "but we are Christians, looking upward to the
same Heaven with you. Doubt not that your boy shall meet
you there, if there be a blessing on our tender and
prayerful guidance of him. Thither, I trust, my own
children have gone before me, for I also have been a
mother; I am no longer so," she added, in a faultering
tone, "and your son will have all my care."
"But will
ye lead him in the path which his parents have
trodden?" demanded the Quaker. "Can ye teach him the
enlightened faith which his father has died for, and for
which I, even I, am soon to become an unworthy martyr? The
boy has been baptized in blood; will ye keep the mark fresh
and ruddy upon his forehead?"
"I will
not deceive you," answered Dorothy. "If your child
become our child, we must breed him up in the instruction
which Heaven has imparted to us; we must pray for him the
prayers of our own faith; we must do towards him according
to the dictates of our own consciences, and not of yours.
Were we to act otherwise, we should abuse your trust, even
in complying with your wishes."
The mother
looked down upon her boy with a troubled
countenance, and then turned her eyes upward to heaven.
She seemed to pray internally, and the contention of her
soul was evident.
"Friend," she
said at length to Dorothy. "I doubt not that
my son shall receive all earthly tenderness at thy hands.
Nay, I will believe that even thy imperfect lights may
guide him to a better world; for surely thou art on the
path thither. But thou hast spoken of a husband. Doth he
stand here among this multitude of people? Let him come
forth; for I must know to whom I commit this most precious
trust."
She turned
her face upon the male auditors, and after a
momentary delay, Tobias Pearson came forth from among them.
The Quaker saw the dress which marked his military rank,
and shook her head; but then she noted the hesitating air,
the eyes that struggled with her own, and were van quished;
the color that went and came, and could find no resting
place. As she gazed, an unmirthful smile spread over her
features, like sunshine that grows melancholy in some
desolate spot. Her lips moved inaudibly, but at length she
spake.
"I hear
it, I hear it. The voice speaketh within me and
saith, 'Leave thy child, Catharine, for his place is here,
and go hence, for I have other work for thee. Break the
bonds of natural affection, martyr thy love, and know that
in all these things eternal wisdom hath its ends.' I go
friends, I go. Take ye my boy, my precious jewel. I go
hence, trusting that all shall be well, and that even for
his infant hands there is a labor in the vineyard."
She knelt
down and whispered to Ilbrahim, who at first
struggled and clung to his mother, with sobs and tears, but
remained passive when she had kissed his cheek and arisen
from the ground. Having held her hands over his head in
mental prayer, she was ready to depart.
"Farewell, friends,
in mine extremity," she said to Pearson
and his wife; "the good deed ye have done me is a treasure
laid up in heaven, to be returned a thousand fold
hereafter. And farewell ye, mine enemies, to whom it is
not permitted to harm so much as a hair of my head, nor to
stay my footsteps even for a moment. The day is coming,
when ye shall call upon me to witness for ye to this one
sin uncommitted, and I will rise up and answer."
She turned
her steps towards the door, and the men, who had
stationed themselves to guard it, withdrew, and suffered
her to pass. A general sentiment of pity overcame the
virulence of religious hatred. Sanctified by her love, and
her affliction, she went forth, and all the people gazed
after her till she had journeyed up the hill, and was lost
behind its brow. She went, the apostle of her own unquiet
heart, to renew the wanderings of past years. For her
voice had been already heard in many lands of Christendom;
and she had pined in the cells of a Catholic Inquisition,
before she felt the lash, and lay in the dungeons of the
Puritans. Her mission had extended also to the followers
of the Prophet, and from them she had received the courtesy
and kindness, which all the contending sects of our purer
religion united to deny her. Her husband and herself had
resided many months in Turkey, where even the Sultan's
countenance was gracious to them; in that pagan land, too,
was Ilbrahim's birthplace, and his oriental name was a mark
of gratitude for the good deeds of an unbeliever.
When Pearson
and his wife had thus acquired all the rights
over Ilbrahim that could be delegated, their affection for
him became, like the memory of their native land, or their
mild sorrow for the dead, a piece of the immoveable
furniture of their hearts. The boy, also, after a week or
two of mental disquiet, began to gratify his protectors, by
many inadvertent proofs that he considered them as parents,
and their house as home. Before the winter snows were
melted, the persecuted infant, the little wanderer from a
remote and heathen country, seemed native in the New
England cottage, and inseparable from the warmth and
security of its hearth. Under the influence of kind
treatment, and in the consciousness that he was loved,
Ilbrahim's demeanor lost a premature manliness, which had
resulted from his earlier situation; he became more
childlike, and his natural character displayed itself with
freedom. It was in many respects a beautiful one, yet the
disordered imaginations of both his father and mother had
perhaps propagated a certain unhealthiness in the mind of
the boy. In his general state, Ilbrahim would derive
enjoyment from the most trifling events, and from every
object about him; he seemed to discover rich treasures of
happiness, by a faculty analogous to that of the
witch-hazle, which points to hidden gold where all is
barren to the eye. His airy gaiety, coming to him from a
thousand sources, communicated itself to the family, and
Ilbrahim was like a domesticated sunbeam, brightening moody
countenances, and chasing away the gloom from the dark
corners of the cottage.
On the
other hand, as the susceptibility of pleasure is
also that of pain, the exuberant cheerfulness of the boy's
prevailing temper sometimes yielded to moments of deep
depression. His sorrows could not always be followed up to
their original source, but most frequently they appeared to
flow, though Ilbrahim was young to be sad for such a cause,
from wounded love. The flightiness of his mirth rendered
him often guilty of offenses against the decorum of a
Puritan household, and on these occasions he did not
invariably escape rebuke. But the slightest word of real
bitterness, which he was infallible in distinguishing
from pretended anger, seemed to sink into his heart and
poison all his enjoyments, till he became sensible that he
was entirely forgiven. Of the malice, which generally
accompanies a superfluity of sensitiveness, Ilbrahim was
altogether destitute; when trodden upon, he would not turn;
when wounded, he could but die. His mind was wanting in
the stamina for self-support; it was a plant that would
twine beautifully round something stronger than itself, but
if repulsed, or torn away, it had no choice but to wither
on the ground. Dorothy's acuteness taught her that
severity would crush the spirit of the child, and she
nurtured him with the gentle care of one who handles a
butterfly. Her husband manifested an equal affection,
although it grew daily less productive of familiar
caresses.
The feelings
of the neighboring people, in regard to the
Quaker infant and his protectors, had not undergone a
favorable change, in spite of the momentary triumph which
the desolate mother had obtained over their sympathies.
The scorn and bitterness, of which he was the object, were
very grievous to Ilbrahim, especially when any
circumstance made him sensible that the children, his
equals in age, partook of the enmity of their parents. His
tender and social nature had already overflowed in
attachments to everything about him, and still there was a
residue of unappropriated love, which he yearned to bestow
upon the little ones who were taught to hate him. As the
warm days of spring came on, Ilbrahim was accustomed to
remain for hours, silent and inactive, within hearing of
the children's voices at their play; yet, with his usual
delicacy of feeling, he avoided their notice, and would
flee and hide himself from the smallest individual among
them. Chance, however, at length seemed to open a medium
of communication between his heart and theirs; it was by
means of a boy about two years older than Ilbrahim, who
was injured by a fall from a tree in the vicinity of
Pearson's habitation. As the sufferer's own home was at
some distance, Dorothy willingly received him under her
roof, and became his tender and careful nurse.
Ilbrahim was
the unconscious possessor of much skill in
physiognomy, and it would have deterred him, in other
circumstances, from attempting to make a friend of this
boy. The countenance of the latter immediately impressed a
beholder disagreeably, but it required some examination to
discover that the cause vvas a very slight distortion of
the mouth, and the irregular, broken line, and near
approach of the eye-brows. Analogous, perhaps, to these
trifling deformities, was an almost imperceptible twist of
every joint, and the uneven prominence of the breast;
forming a body, regular in its general outline, but faulty
in almost all its details. The disposition of the boy was
sullen and reserved, and the village schoolmaster
stigmatized him as obtuse in intellect; although, at a
later period of life, he evinced ambition and very peculiar
talents. But whatever might be his personal or moral
irregularities, Ilbrahim's heart seized upon, and clung to
him, from the moment that he was brought wounded into the
cottage; the child of persecution seemed to compare his own
fate with that of the sufferer, and to feel that even
different modes of misfortune had created a sort of
relationship between them. Food, rest, and the fresh air,
for which he languished, were neglected; he nestled
continually by the bed-side of the little stranger, and,
with a fond jealousy, endeavored to be the medium of all
the cares that were bestowed upon him. As the boy became
convalescent, Ilbrahim contrived games suitable to his
situation, or amused him by a faculty which he had perhaps
breathed in with the air of his barbaric birthplace. It
was that of reciting imaginary adventures, on the spur of
the moment, and apparently in inexhaustible succession.
His tales were of course monstrous, disjointed, and without
aim; but they were curious on account of a vein of human
tenderness, which ran through them all, and was like a
sweet, familiar face, encountered in the midst of wild and
unearthly scenery. The auditor paid much attention to
these romances, and sometimes interrupted them by brief
remarks upon the incidents, displaying shrewdness above his
years, mingled with a moral obliquity which grated very
harshly against Ilbrahim's instinctive rectitude. Nothing,
however, could arrest the progress of the latter's
affection, and there were many proofs that it met with a
response from the dark and stubborn nature on which it was
lavished. The boy's parents at length removed him, to
complete his cure under their own roof.
Ilbrahim did
not visit his new friend after his departure;
but he made anxious and continual inquiries respecting him,
and informed himself of the day when he was to reappear
among his playmates. On a pleasant summer afternoon, the
children of the neighborhood had assembled in the little
forest-crowned amphitheatre behind the meetinghouse, and
the recovering invalid was there, leaning on a staff. The
glee of a score of untainted bosoms was heard in light and
airy voices, which danced among the trees like sunshine
become audible; the grown men of this weary world, as they
journeyed by the spot, marvelled why life, beginning in
such brightness, should proceed in gloom; and their hearts,
or their imaginations, answered them and said, that the
bliss of childhood gushes from its innocence. But it
happened that an unexpected addition was made to the
heavenly little band. It was Ilbrahim, who came towards
the children, with a look of sweet confidence on his fair
and spiritual face, as if, having manifested his love to
one of them, he had no longer to fear a repulse from their
society. A hush came over their mirth, the moment they
beheld him, and they stood whispering to each other while
he drew nigh; but, all at once, the devil of their fathers
entered into the unbreeched fanatics, and, sending up a
fierce, shrill cry, they rushed upon the poor Quaker child.
In an instant, he was the centre of a brood of baby-fiends,
who lifted sticks against him, pelted him with stones, and
displayed an instinct of destruction, far more loathsome
than the blood-thirstiness of manhood.
The invalid,
in the meanwhile, stood apart from the tumult,
crying out with a loud voice, "Fear not, Ilbrahim, come
hither and take my hand;" and his unhappy friend endeavored
to obey him. After watching the victim's struggling
approach, with a calm smile and unabashed eye, the
foul-hearted little villain lifted his staff, and struck
Ilbrahim on the mouth, so forcibly that the blood issued in
a stream. The poor child's arms had been raised to guard
his head from the storm of blows; but now he dropped them
at once. His persecutors beat him down, trampled upon him,
dragged him by his long, fair locks, and Ilbrahim was on
the point of becoming as veritable a martyr as ever entered
bleeding into heaven. The uproar, however, attracted the
notice of a few neighbors, who put themselves to the
trouble of rescuing the little heretic, and of conveying
him to Pearson's door.
Ilbrahim's bodily
harm was severe, but long and careful
nursing accomplished his recovery; the injury done to his
sensitive spirit was more serious, though not so visible.
Its signs were principally of a negative character, and to
be discovered only by those who had previously known him.
His gait was thenceforth slow, even, and unvaried by the
sudden bursts of sprightlier motion, which had once
corresponded to his overflowing gladness; his countenance
was heavier, and its former play of expression, the dance
of sunshine reflected from moving water, was destroyed by
the cloud over his existence; his notice was attracted in a
far less degree by passing events, and he appeared to find
greater difficulty in comprehending what was new to him,
than at a happier period. A stranger, founding his
judgment upon these circumstances, would have said that the
dulness of the child's intellect widely contradicted the
promise of his features; but the secret was in the
direction of Ilbrahim's thoughts, which were brooding
within him when they should naturally have been wandering
abroad. An attempt of Dorothy to revive his former
sportiveness was the single occasion, on which his quiet
demeanor yielded to a violent display of grief; he burst
into passionate weeping, and ran and hid himself, for his
heart had become so miserably sore, that even the hand of
kindness tortured it like fire. Sometimes, at night, and
probably in his dreams, he was heard to cry, "Mother!
Mother!" as if her place, which a stranger had supplied
while Ilbrahim was happy, admitted of no substitute in his
extreme affliction. Perhaps, among the many life-weary
wretches then upon the earth, there was not one who
combined innocence and misery like this poor,
broken-hearted infant, so soon the victim of his own
heavenly nature.
While this
melancholy change had taken place in Ilbrahim,
one of an earlier origin and of different character had
come to its perfection in his adopted father. The incident
with which this tale commences found Pearson in a state of
religious dulness,yet mentally disquieted, and longing for
a more fervid faith than he possessed. The first effect of
his kindness to Ilbrahim was to produce a softened feeling,
an incipient love for the child's whole sect; but joined to
this, and resulting perhaps from self-suspicion, was a
proud and ostentatious contempt of their tenets and
practical extravagances. In the course of much thought,
however, for the subject struggled irresistibly into his
mind, the foolishness of the doctrine began to be less
evident, and the points which had particularly offended his
reason assumed another aspect, or vanished entirely away.
The work within him appeared to go on even while he slept,
and that which had been a doubt, when he laid down to rest,
would often hold the place of a truth, confirmed by some
forgotten demonstration, when he recalled his thoughts in
the morning. But while he was thus becoming assimilated to
the enthusiasts, his contempt, in nowise decreasing towards
them, grew very fierce against himself; he imagined, also,
that every face of his acquaintance wore a sneer, and that
every word addressed to him was a gibe. Such was his state
of mind at the period of Ilbrahim's misfortune; and the
emotions consequent upon that event completed the change,
of which the child had been the original instrument.
In the
mean time neither the fierceness of the persecutors,
nor the infatuation of their victims, had decreased. The
dungeons were never empty; the streets of almost every
village echoed daily with the lash; the life of a woman,
whose mild and Christian spirit no cruelty could embitter,
had been sacrificed; and more innocent blood was yet to
pollute the hands, that were so often raised in prayer.
Early after the Restoration, the English Quakers
represented to Charles II. that a "vein of blood vvas
opened in his dominions;" but though the displeasure of the
voluptuous king was roused, his interference was not
prompt. And now the tale must stride forward over many
months, leaving Pearson to encounter ignominy and
misfortune; his wife to a firm endurance of a thousand
sorrows; poor Ilbrahim to pine and droop like a cankered
rosebud; his mother to wander on a mistaken errand,
neglectful of the holiest trust which can be committed to a
woman.
A winter
evening, a night of storm, had darkened over
Pearson's habitation, and there were no cheerful faces to
drive the gloom from his broad hearth. The fire, it is
true, sent forth a glowing heat and a ruddy light, and
large logs, dripping with half-melted snow, lay ready to be
cast upon the embers. But the apartment was saddened in
its aspect by the absence of much of the homely wealth
which had once adorned it; for the exaction of repeated
fines, and his own neglect of temporal affairs, had greatly
impoverished the owner. And with the furniture of peace,
the implements of war had likewise disappeared; the sword
was broken, the helm and cuirass were cast away for ever;
the soldier had done with battles, and might not lift so
much as his naked hand to guard his head. But the Holy
Book remained, and the table on which it rested was drawn
before the fire, while two of the persecuted sect sought
comfort from its pages.
He who
listened, while the other read, was the master of
the house, now emaciated in form, and altered as to the
expression and healthiness of his countenance; for his mind
had dwelt too long among visionary thoughts, and his body
had been worn by imprisonment and stripes. The hale and
weather-beaten old man, who sat beside him, had sustained
less injury from a far longer course of the same mode of
life. In person he was tall and dignified, and, which
alone would have made him hateful to the Puritans, his grey
locks fell from beneath the broad-brimmed hat, and rested
on his shoulders. As the old man read the sacred page, the
snow drifted against the windows, or eddied in at the
crevices of the door, while a blast kept laughing in the
chimney, and the blaze leaped fiercely up to seek it. And
sometimes, when the wind struck the hill at a certain
angle, and swept down by the cottage across the wintry
plain, its voice was the most doleful that can be
conceived; it came as if the Past were speaking, as if the
Dead had contributed each a whisper, as if the Desolation
of Ages were breathed in that one lamenting sound.
The Quaker
at length closed the book, retaining however his
hand between the pages which he had been reading, while he
looked steadfastly at Pearson. The attitude and features
of the latter might have indicated the endurance of bodily
pain; he leaned his forehead on his hands, his teeth were
firmly closed, and his frame was tremulous at intervals
with a nervous agitation.
"Friend Tobias,"
inquired the old man, compassionately,
"hast thou found no comfort in these many blessed passages
of Scripture?"
"Thy voice
has fallen on my ear like a sound afar off and
indistinct," replied Pearson without lifting his eyes.
"Yea, and when I have harkened carefully, the words seemed
cold and lifeless, and intended for another and a lesser
grief than mine. Remove the book," he added, in a tone of
sullen bitterness. "I have no part in its consolations,
and they do but fret my sorrow the more."
"Nay, feeble
brother, be not as one who hath never known
the light," said the elder Quaker, earnestly, but with
mildness. "Art thou he that wouldst be content to give
all, and endure all, for conscience sake; desiring even
peculiar trials, that thy faith might be purified, and thy
heart weaned from worldly desires? And wilt thou sink
beneath an affliction which hap pens alike to them that
have their portion here below, and to them that lay up
treasure in heaven? Faint not, for thy burthen is yet
light."
"It is
heavy! It is heavier than I can bear!" exclaimed
Pearson, with the impatience of a variable spirit. "From
my youth upward I have been a man marked out for wrath; and
year by year, yea, day after day, I have endured sorrows
such as others know not in their life-time. And now I
speak not of the love that has been turned to hatred, the
honor to ignominy, the ease and plentifulness of all things
to danger, want, and nakedness. All this I could have
borne, and counted myself blessed. But when my heart was
desolate with many losses, I fixed it upon the child of a
stranger, and he became dearer to me than all my buried
ones; and now he too must die, as if my love were poison.
Verily, I am an accursed man, and I will lay me down in the
dust, and lift up my head no more."
"Thou sinnest,
brother, but it is not for me to rebuke
thee; for I also have had my hours of darkness, wherein I
have murmured against the cross," said the old Quaker. He
continued, perhaps in the hope of distracting his
companion's thoughts from his own sorrows. "Even of late
was the light obscured within me, when the men of blood had
banished me on pain of death, and the constables led me
onward from village to village, towards the wilderness. A
strong and cruel hand was wielding the knotted cords; they
sunk deep into the flesh, and thou mightst have tracked
every reel and totter of my footsteps by the blood that
followed. As we went on--"
"Have I
not borne all this; and have I murmured?"
interrupted Pearson, impatiently.
"Nay, friend,
but hear me," continued the other. "As we
journeyed on, night darkened on our path, so that no man
could see the rage of the persecutors, or the constancy of
my endurance, though Heaven forbid that I should glory
therein. The lights began to glimmer in the cottage
windows, and I could discern the inmates as they gathered,
in comfort and security, every man with his wife and
children by their own evening hearth. At length we came to
a tract of fertile land; in the dim light, the forest was
not visible around it; and behold! there was a
straw-thatched dwelling, which bore the very aspect of my
home, far over the wild ocean, far in our own England.
Then came bitter thoughts upon me; yea, remembrances that
were like death to my soul. The happiness of my early days
was painted to me; the disquiet of my manhood, the altered
faith of my declining years. I remembered how I had been
moved to go forth a wanderer, when my daughter, the
youngest, the dearest of my flock, lay on her dying bed,
and--"
"Couldst thou
obey the command at such a moment?" exclaimed
Pearson, shuddering.
"Yea, yea,"
replied the old man, hurriedly. "I was
kneeling by her bed-side when the voice spoke loud within
me; but immediately I rose, and took my staff, and get me
gone. Oh! that it were permitted me to forget her woful
look, when I thus withdrew my arm, and left her journeying
through the dark valley alone! for her soul was faint, and
she had leaned upon my prayers. Now in that night of
horror I was assailed by the thought that I had been an
erring Christian, and a cruel parent; yea, even my
daughter, with her pale, dying features, seemed to stand by
me and whisper, 'Father, you are deceived; go home and
shelter your grey head.' Oh! Thou, to whom I have looked
in my farthest wanderings," continued the Quaker, raising
his agitated eyes to heaven, "inflict not upon the
bloodiest of our persecutors the unmitigated agony of my
soul, when I believed that all I had done and suffered for
Thee was at the instigation of a mocking fiend! But I
yielded not; I knelt down and wrestled with the tempter,
while the scourge bit more fiercely into the flesh. My
prayer was heard, and I went on in peace and joy towards
the wilderness."
The old
man, though his fanaticism had generally all the
calmness of reason, was deeply moved while reciting this
tale; and his unwonted emotion seemed to rebuke and keep
down that of his companion. They sat in silence, with
their faces to the fire, imaging, perhaps, in its red
embers, new scenes of persecution yet to be encountered.
The snow still drifted hard against the windows, and
sometimes, as the blaze of the logs had gradually sunk,
came down the spacious chimney and hissed upon the hearth.
A cautious footstep might now and then be heard in a
neighboring apartment, and the sound invariably drew the
eyes of both Quakers to the door which led thither. When a
fierce and riotous gust of wind had led his thoughts, by a
natural association, to homeless travellers on such a
night, Pearson resumed the conversation.
"I have
well nigh sunk under my own share of this trial,"
observed he, sighing heavily; "yet I would that it might be
doubled to me, if so the child's mother could be spared.
Her wounds have been deep and many, but this will be the
sorest of all."
"Fear not
for Catharine," replied the old Quaker; "for I
know that valiant woman, and have seen how she can bear the
cross. A mother's heart, indeed, is strong in her, and may
seem to contend mightily with her faith; but soon she will
stand up and give thanks that her son has been thus early
an accepted sacrifice. The boy hath done his work, and she
will feel that he is taken hence in kindness both to him
and her. Blessed, blessed are they, that with so little
suffering can enter into peace!"
The fitful
rush of the wind was now disturbed by a
portentous sound; it was a quick and heavy knocking at the
outer door. Pearson's wan countenance grew paler, for many
a visit of persecution had taught him what to dread; the
old man, on the other hand, stood up erect, and his glance
was firm as that of the tried soldier who awaits his enemy.
"The men
of blood have come to seek me," he observed, with
calmness. "They have heard how I was moved to return from
banishment; and now am I to be led to prison, and thence to
death. It is an end I have long looked for. I will open
unto them, lest they say, 'Lo, he feareth!'"
"Nay, I
will present myself before them," said Pearson,
with recovered fortitude. "It may be that they seek me
alone, and know not that thou abidest with me."
"Let us
go boldly, both one and the other," rejoined his
companion. "It is not fitting that thou or I should
shrink."
They therefore
proceeded through the entry to the door,
which they opened, bidding the applicant "Come in, in God's
name!" A furious blast of wind drove the storm into their
faces, and extinguished the lamp; they had barely time to
discern a figure, so white from head to foot with the
drifted snow that it seemed like Winter's self, come in
human shape to seek refuge from its own desolation.
"Enter, friend,
and do thy errand, be it what it may," said
Pearson. "It must needs be pressing, since thou comest on
such a bitter night."
"Peace be
with this household," said the stranger, when
they stood on the floor of the inner apartment.
Pearson started;
the elder Quaker stirred the slumbering
embers of the fire, till they sent up a clear and lofty
blaze; it was a female voice that had spoken; it was a
female form that shone out, cold and wintry, in that
comfortable light.
"Catharine, blessed
woman," exclaimed the old man, "art
thou come to this darkened land again! art thou come to
bear a valiant testimony as in former years? The scourge
hath not prevailed against thee, and from the dungeon hast
thou come forth triumphant; but strengthen, strengthen now
thy heart, Catharine, for Heaven will prove thee yet this
once, ere thou go to thy reward."
"Rejoice, friends!"
she replied. "Thou who hast long been
of our people, and thou whom a little child hath led to us,
rejoice! Lo! I come, the messenger of glad tidings, for
the day of persecution is overpass. The heart of the king,
even Charles, hath been moved in gentleness towards us, and
he hath sent forth his letters to stay the hands of the men
of blood. A ship's company of our friends hath arrived at
yonder town, and I also sailed joyfully among them."
As Catharine
spoke, her eyes were roaming about the room,
in search of him for whose sake security was dear to her.
Pearson made a silent appeal to the old man, nor did the
latter shrink from the painful task assigned him.
"Sister," he
began, in a softened yet perfectly calm tone,
"thou tellest us of His love, manifested in temporal good;
and now must we speak to thee of that self-same love,
displayed in chastenings. Hitherto, Catharine, thou hast
been as one journeying in a darksome and difficult path,
and leading an infant by the hand; fain wouldst thou have
looked heavenward continually, but still the cares of that
little child have drawn shine eyes, and thy affections, to
the earth. Sister! go on rejoicing, for his tottering
footsteps shall impede thine own no more."
But the
unhappy mother was not thus to be consoled; she
shook like a leaf, she turned white as the very snow that
hung drifted into her hair. The firm old man extended his
hand and held her up, keeping his eye upon hers, as if to
repress any outbreak of passion.
"I am
a woman, I am but a woman; will He try me above my
strength?" said Catharine, very quickly, and almost in a
whisper. "I have been wounded sore; I have suffered much;
many things in the body, many in the mind; crucified in
myself, and in them that were dearest to me. Surely,"
added she, with a long shudder, "He hath spared me in this
one thing." She broke forth with sudden and irrepressible
violence. "Tell me, man of cold heart, what has God done
to me? Hath He cast me down never to rise again? Hath He
crushed my very heart in his hand? And thou, to whom I
committed my child, how hast thou fulfilled thy trust?
Give me back the boy, well, sound, alive, alive; or earth
and heaven shall avenge me!"
The agonized
shriek of Catharine was answered by the faint,
the very faint voice of a child.
On this
day it had become evident to Pearson, to his aged
guest, and to Dorothy, that Ilbrahim's brief and troubled
pilgrimage drew near its close. The two former would
willingly have remained by him, to make use of the prayers
and pious discourses which they deemed appropriate to the
time, and which, if they be impotent as to the departing
traveller's reception in the world whither he goes, may at
least sustain him in bidding adieu to earth. But though
Ilbrahim uttered no complaint, he was disturbed by the
faces that looked upon him; so that Dorothy's entreaties,
and their own conviction that the child's feet might tread
heaven's pavement and not soil it, had induced the two
Quakers to remove. Ilbrahim then closed his eyes and grew
calm, and, except for now and then, a kind and low word to
his nurse, might have been thought to slumber. As
night-fall came on, however, and the storm began to rise,
something seemed to trouble the repose of the boy's mind,
and to render his sense of hearing active and acute. If a
passing wind lingered to shake the casement, he strove to
turn his head towards it; if the door jarred to and fro
upon its hinges, he looked long and anxiously thither ward;
if the heavy voice of the old man, as he read the
scriptures, rose but a little higher, the child almost held
his dying breath to listen; if a snow-drift swept by the
cottage, with a sound like the trailing of a garment,
Ilbrahim seemed to watch that some visitant should enter.
But, after
a little time, he relinquished whatever secret
hope had agitated him, and, with one low, complaining
whisper, turned his cheek upon the pillow. He then
addressed Dorothy with his usual sweetness, and besought
her to draw near him; she did so, and Ilbrahim took her
hand in both of his, grasping it with a gentle pressure, as
if to assure himself that he retained it. At intervals,
and without disturbing the repose of his countenance, a
very faint trembling passed over him from head to foot, as
if a mild but somewhat cool wind had breathed upon him, and
made him shiver. As the boy thus led her by the hand, in
his quiet progress over the borders of eternity, Dorothy
almost imagined that she could discern the near, though dim
delightfulness, of the home he was about to reach; she
would not have enticed the little wanderer back, though she
bemoaned herself that she must leave him and return. But
just when Ilbrahim's feet were pressing on the soil of
Paradise, he heard a voice behind him, and it recalled him
a few, few paces of the weary path which he had travelled.
As Dorothy looked upon his features, she perceived that
their placid expression was again disturbed; her own
thoughts had been so wrapt in him, that all sounds of the
storm, and of human speech, were lost to her; but when
Catharine's shriek pierced through the room, the boy strove
to raise himself.
"Friend, she
is come! Open unto her!" cried he.
In a
moment, his mother was kneeling by the bed-side; she
drew Ilbrahim to her bosom, and he nestled there, with no
violence of joy, but contentedly as if he were hushing
himself to sleep. He looked into her face, and reading its
agony, said, with feeble earnestness,
"Mourn not,
dearest mother. I am happy now." And with
these words, the gentle boy was dead.
The king's mandate
to stay the New England persecutors was
effectual in preventing further martyrdoms; but the
colonial authorities, trusting in the remoteness of their
situation, and perhaps in the supposed instability of the
royal government, shortly renewed their severities in all
other respects. Catharine's fanaticism had become wilder
by the sundering of all human ties; and wherever a scourge
was lifted, there was she to receive the blow; and whenever
a dungeon was unbarred, thither she came, to cast herself
upon the floor. But in process of time, a more Christian
spirit--a spirit of forbearance, though not of cordiality or
approbation, began to pervade the land in regard to the
persecuted sect. And then, when the rigid old Pilgrims
eyed her rather in pity than in wrath; when the matrons fed
her with the fragments of their children's food, and
offered her a lodging on a hard and lowly bed; when no
little crowd of schoolboys left their sports to cast stones
after the roving enthusiast; then did Catharine return to
Pearson's dwelling, and made that her home.
As if
Ilbrahim's sweetness yet lingered round his ashes; as
if his gentle spirit came down from heaven to teach his
parent a true religion, her fierce and vindictive nature
was softened by the same griefs which had once irritated
it. When the course of years had made the features of the
unobtrusive mourner familiar in the settlement, she became
a subject of not deep, but general interest; a being on
whom the otherwise superfluous sympathies of all might be
bestowed. Every one spoke of her with that degree of pity
which it is pleasant to experience; every one was ready to
do her the little kindnesses, which are not costly, yet
manifest good will; and when at last she died, a long train
of her once bitter persecutors followed her, with decent
sadness and tears that were not painful, to her place by
Ilbrahim's green and sunken grave.
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